I'm stuck on repeat.......be back soon

remembering

Sitting here surfing through memories
Created from nothing, no underlaying motives
Actions that are only expressed through feelings of truth
Sometimes the rhythm of speech tend to go off beat
You lose your self in translation, overwhelmed with such emotions
Finally falling under the tempo, composures are rediscovered
A gasp of breathe before words fall into place, a perfect harmony
Puts things into place. Perspectives are seen and understood
Positions in life that we question are answered
The truth is discovered...
The underlying motive between my love for you,
is that we were meant to be with one another

Happy anniversery from him*
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some sweets and a thoughtful book = happy

Post Grad

"What you do with your life is just one half of the equation, most importantly its who your with when your doing it"

i give this movie 2 thumbs up

Stuck in Limbo

i've been at this for an hour now typing away and deleting , type and delete , type and delete. Truth is i can't express the way i'm feeling right now not to the extent i would like it to be. Everything is cluttered and over flowed with thoughts i can't seem to grasp.

I haven't been myself lately ..
somethings missing

its time to live again ..but where do i start?

lesson of the day over unsatisfying fried green tea ice cream.

"god gives and god takes"

This is what is making me think at 3am in the morning ..

"Lets have an adventure together"

from the movie UP*

Sunsets

i'm having a bad day
but sunsets are simply beautiful..
so catching the sunset made up for it

Thought for the night

Dont be sad about things you dont have because you dont have them for a reason.

*just something that came up in a conversation with a friend whom made a good point on a perspective for life.

HAPPY CAMPERS

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I know i'm a little late, but better late than never!
Here are some highlights from our camping trip
1.Ariving late and having to set up our tents in the dark
2.Being eaten alive by mosquitoes
3.Hearing loud trucks waking us up in the middle of the night
4.CANOEING to the island that seemed super far..but we made it!
5.tanning in the sun
6.Joe feeling tipsy and falling in the tent (with flashlight in his hand)..you had to see it in action in order for it to be funny.
7.smors over the fire that took us forever to get started..what a struggle
8.sharing scary stories over camp fire
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now see some of it in action! enjoy.
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Kat Von D

I always adored Kat for her great artistic abilities
but it is def weird seeing her without her tats its like she was born again!
its crazy what makeup can do ! and cover..

Wood Donkey Dunny

Artist: Amanda Visel
Price $75.00

note* i still love the toy culture ..i just can't afford it anymore. =(

Soak up the sun

Summer is coming to an end, and i didnt get to accomplish as much as i wanted to this summer ..09 is not my year. The four top things i wanna do before i say goodbye to summer 09' I gotta make every sunny day count before the winter hits !

1.wasaga beach
2.The Ex
3.Wonderland
4.BBQ

Big Brother

I've been sucked into this show after 1 episode and i can't get enough of it! This reality show has kept me on my toes for the past few weeks now. Its juicy gossips, backstabbing , and drama as well as competitions to decide who stays and who goes i anticipate this every week i can't lie i am a fan of reality garbage sometimes. Its like they have this way of drawing you in to feed of the drama and see people lives get torn apart! its sad actually....i'm rooting for russel btw go RUSSEL!

one legged man

About 2 days ago on a hot summer day , on my way to work i awaited for the go bus infront of my house. I was really dreading to go to work that day because it was so beautiful outside and i wanted to enjoy what we had left of this summer. Every day I wake up with the same thoughts, what will today bring ? I always want to be experiencing something new and it could be the smallest thing. Just something that can make me think , or bring a smile to my face. I'm a big believer in FATE and that everything happens for a reason well about 2 days ago i met a man who gernerally just started talking to me at the bus stop , he talked about how humans take advantage of the earth with all the polution and contamination and that we as humans are taking things for granted. He told me he loves the summer for one thing and thats because hes a gardener and that he loves to see the flowers bloom. He also talked about my area i live in and he said he use to live here in a nice quiet area but it was not as exciting as it is in the city (i agree). I didn't say much to things he had to say i enjoyed simply listening. Somehow the conversation lead up to him losing his leg and when he lost his leg he lost his wife..and i said i'm sorry to hear that , his respones was .."well thats life." After meeting this man and carrying on with my day I thought about what he had to say , it made me think about all the different people in this world and that everyone is going through there own stuggle just trying to be happy in life and that everyone has there own story to tell.

MSG of the day

your like the marshmellow to my smores... u give me tooth aches, but u keep me wanting more


-from him *

twelve thirty

flowing within lifes' streams,
as we slowly gather into one body,
our personalities mingle and intertwine
like digits grasping between eachother
hold my hands to feel secure
follow each route i've lined out into my palm
use it as a gps incase u get lost
find ur way to me darling girl
i'll be posted next to a light
amidst the darkness and anguish
let the warmth of the light guide you to me
cradle you in my arms like a new born
as you slowly let streams of light enter into your eyes
squinting to the brightness of love
as if its unrecognizable, something new
let me feed you love
let love, let me, be the the first, the one
that nourishes you.

i want this ! seriously..haha

Wrong side of the bed

They say give to the world and the world will give back to you,
well damn this is a cold ass world and how come i've given my world and been left for disapointment countless of times? i guess i should be more selective to how much of myself i give, if i dont have any expectations than that means i'll have less dissapointments. But would that really be right ..after all i love seeing you smile.must be nice...

sometimes its waking up thats the hardest part ..

But i've been feeling brand new lately and looking forward to all the days to come sunny or cloudy bring it all on ..in full effect theres nothing i can't overcome. It's the love we recieve from people , the moments that change our lives, and the little things that we charish, we go through hardtimes to make us stronger , to teach us and to make us into better people so live , love and learn ...embrace life and what it has to offer , life is truly for the living.

Let me be patient let me be kind
Make me unselfish without being blind
Though I may suffer I'll envy it not
And endure what comes
Cause he's all that I got and
tell him...

-lauryn hill

*feeling this song right now ..just listen

Sleeping bag -check
marshmallows-check
Tent-check
Bug spray-check
happy face-check

goodbye citylife hello wilderness!

.....GONE CAMPING!!

Alice and Wonderland

remember alice and wonderland as a kid ?? well its back ! and of course johnny deep is staring in it check out the trailer I cant wait till it comes out !

*I came across this today and it explains the situation i've been in for awhile now not exactly but close enough to it . The outside world has been raining on my parade with a bag full of negatives and misery at my door step. As someone once told me "I'd rather be happy living in a shack then unhappy in a mansion"

It's the simple things in life

There nothing like sitting on a couch infront of the television with someone you love and just goofing off for the rest of the night.

one thirty two

i had to rearrange what i couldn't change,
moving forward producing something from pockets of change,
buckets of rain water overflowing
spilling out like an angry mob
trying to contain the flow and the accumulation
thinking positive in every situation
im glad i felt the pain when reality hit me
other times the punches go right through me
not budging, like poking a stick at a dead carcus.
i realized what life would be without a witness
a witness to document your life events
to even share the feelings that we cant comprehend
i fell inlove with poetry before each word is born
the rhythm, word play, and emotions shown
it intertwined with my world and became my orbit
this love is something i could never forfeit
i finally found it in cracks and crevices
places people would never look in
or begin to search for it
now im with love and its full blown
and im glad to share with miss monroe

Its just one of them days..

where you wish a door could appear that you could dissapear through ..A conversation that i had today with a friend that made things seem a little less serious !

friend :whats wrong lady gaga?
Me: ohh you know LIFE likes to hand you some effed up shit on a plater
friend: just eat it up with ketchup , everything taste better with ketchup
and thats the moral of the day !

=)

07.26.09 3:00am